Every Day Is Exactly The Same

[Lecter]

"I believe I can see the future
Because I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again that might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around oh no..."

So I just got back from Irvine.
Just saw Nine Inch Nails.
Wait.
Didn't see.
Felt.
For the first time in a rather long period, I feel alive.
As my hearing returns-
While my vocal cords are recovering-
After the mosh pit bruises heal-
The purpose, the voice and the feelings fade.

And every day will again be exactly the same.